Wow... I've been neglecting my blog for almost 4 year~! :3

No worries though, I'll update slowly about the life as a med student in Egypt. It's hard. It's hard I tell you! Got exam in 3 more days though. Gotta sleep. Good night world! <3 p="">

Mixed Feelings...

Ok....going overseas might have a lot of problems whether the monologue within myself, you know, self check by questioning from within,asking myself bunch of questions...like,
Am i ready to take this responsibilities??
Am i gonna be just fine, able to take care of myself??
How bout my studies, can I make it to the top??
Living overseas, how hard can it be??
Can I manage my money wisely??
But then, i'll be really far away from my family.....
(>_<)/
*mixed feelings!!~~*


Unfortunately I get depressed after that and I don't know that is a good thing or not, meaning that I am serious about studying overseas, or am I just being paranoid....

...well everything i guess, just for your information, my family is just like anybody else, normal I could say, not the noble family kind or rich, of course not living like superstar thing-ing, wowowo....ok, stop2, I'm gonna tell about my family this time, I kinda not focusing on what I wanna tell sometimes, if so, I might able to make a novel, right??

The story goes like this, before the day of my departure, there is an event to commemorate Raya, ehem2, of course my day going to egypt, hu3... i was so excited right then counting down the day i'll be going to Egypt~~

The Day of Open House
It was so tiring....attending to guests...cleaning up the rubbishes...tidy up the tables..

What bothered me the most is most of my relatives congratulates for the special occasion,
it like came up to me, ooh... This is a big responsibility....i kinda thought about it before,
but like people say, berat mata memandang, berat lagi yang memikulnya...when I'm the one who experienced
it, so...this is what it feels...fuuhh!!!
u can do it!!

Right....moving on, let me ask u something, it is really convenient right to have airport, alamanda, mid valley...etc
Not far from your house, right??
Or u can go there when the public transport is just like a stone away?
Like when u want to smoke, the 7-11 is just at the corner of your neighbourhood?
well, in my case, cause my dad works at KLIA, *ohh...so proud of my dad~~ he's so cool..hu3..*
In one of important day of my life,
I was left alone....
Right, on the day of my departure *so long Malaysia~~ Here I come Egypt!!*
I was left alone at the airport...(>_<)/
Really~~


well duh...we have to assemble at the airport at 6.00 pm, the flight is at 1.30 am, within that time, like my mom can do so many things at home..
Like I told u, my home from KLIA is just 20 minutes away!!
Lucky?? Not really...
The conversation with my mom goes like this...
"la...kn umah dekat je, abg nanti g la hntr aye dulu, biar die siapkn daftar ape benda sume tu, check in kn beg2, dah siap tu sume baru la dtg,
xde la bazirkn masa, mak pun x pyh l nak tunggu lame2, penat tunggu....." *no comment...* (-_-)|||

While all...i mean..ALL...of my friends are with either their friends or family, I stuck alone at the airport, thank God NAdia, Aja n kak Ana was there, so I just stick with them until my family came later at 10.00 pm.But, the lucky part is, I get to eat Kentucky Fried Chicken (KFC) just before the flight....fuuhhh... *sedap woo gua ckp sama lu....dah lame x mkn....hu3*
 

Sedarilah jiwaku....Cinta sejati..

Cinta hakiki adalah kesegaran dan keharuman bunga yang dikirim syurga oleh Allah untuk membuat dunia tersenyum.

Parasnya laksana embun menyambut pagi , dan mengilhami bunga untuk menebarkan keharuman dinii dimusim semi, mengilhami manusia untuk meresapi tentang keindahan sari Islami.

Dengan segala kecantikan dan pesona iman yang begitu sempurna, semua orang akan menilai ia adalah cinta paling beruntung, ya, cinta kepada Ilahi, maka hidupnya dipenuhi oleh kesenangan dan kegembiraan hakiki.

Namun siapakah yang menyangka bila nafsu dan hati kecil telah memesongkan jiwa itu?

Siapakah yang bakal mengira bahwa jiwanya telah terangkat lalu terbang dari tubuhnya- untuk mencari keagungan cinta sejati...Tiada seorangpun tahu tentang duka hati yang membaluti jiwanya...tiada seorangpun tahu tentang ratap tangis dan rintihan kalbunya dikeremangan malam, mengenangkan cinta palsu yang hampir memusnahkan jiwanya...

Dikala itu, disebalik cahaya bulan dan bintang, sayup kedengaran ku mengimbas kembali nasihat yang pernah ummiku sering mengingatkan ku, sungguh, baru ku sedari maknanya setelah sekian lama, bukankah kita ini manusia lemah?

Sering mempertikaikan apa yang ada di depan mata, namun, setelah dikirimkan bala, menduga sekeping hati yang lemah, barulah disedari akan makna sebenar disebalik topeng yang menutupi hikmah yang tersembunyi. Benar kata ummi, selembut angin yang mengirimkan berita gembira tibanya musim bunga, ummi mengalunkan Firman Allah s.w.t. yang bermaksud, Dan segala sesuatu yang Kami ciptakan berpasang-pasangan, supaya kamu mengingati (kekuasaan Kami dan mentauhidkan Kami).

Kumohon padamu cinta...hentikan usahamu, lepaskan segala nafsu dan gundahmu....

Aku mendengar rintihan jiwamu, aku mendengar resahmu , kucuba untuk menjawab setiap pertanyaan jiwamu...pergilah kepada cinta sejati, bersandarlah disebalik bayang cinta hakiki, yakinlah bahwa Allah akan ada disetiap hembusan nafasmu...Hulurkanlah sayap jiwamu yang terpatah, kan digapai dan disembuhkan dengan kepakan zikrullah.

Tersenyumlah bersama mentari, sampaikan salam kerinduanmu pada Allah-melalui desiran angin dan alunan zikrullah, diangkasa serukanlah segala cinta indahmu agar diketemukan ketenangan hakiki, percayalah...

Getting ready for take off~~

Seriously, lots of thing have to be done when preparing to go overseas. What clothes to wear, is it cheap enough, stylish or not, where to buy, how bout the seasons, not to mention essentials, money rate, money transfer, register account bank, how to withdraw when I'm arrived there. Huh, all that hard work of course involves me, my dad, mom and my big sis though. This is where family come in for help.

First, of course, we must learn the place that we wanna go. Either the climate, weather, markets, banks, food availability, bookstores, etc. must be check first either by internet, books, or the people that have went there before. In my case, I have asked my teachers of course, graduated from Egypt.

Ask about the people, the markets, where to buy food, the transports, the language, proper manners cause different region different culture so by knowing the differences might change the perspectives of the local people there of me.

Then, it comes to the seasonal clothes. I live in Malaysia. Tropical region. No four seasons definitely. So, throughout the year I always wear the same kind of get up. Just occasionally when there's wedding ceremony or party then I suppose wear the tradisional clothes will just suffice.

Field Trip part 3

We were choosing the blouses, then my dad want to take pic, so we posed.

My lil sis, the one with tudung labuh, hafizah, with God willing, insyaAllah, trying to find new shoes. She is petite, so sometimes, it's better to find her size at the kid's department. Still, she would sulk though, cuz she's the smallest in my family. She is big enough for her age, but not size, like during school assembly, she is always at the front, I mean, really at the front, she's always the first in her line. She hated it though.  

Field Trip!!~~ part 2

  Okay, the day actually start like this, I went to Jusco, Seremban to buy clothes for me when I'm going to Egypt. Blouse, slacks, jacket, blazer, etc. For formal wear of course. Then, I went to see the theater play, and world cup final game after that.

 This is my sis n my mom choosing the shirts.

 This is me trying the blazer.

Field Trip.... part 1

Hohoho...yup, it seems that the world cup has finally end this morning....with Spain as the victorious. It was a rough morning for me considering that i fell asleep several time just to watch the game. I went with my big sis n her friends. Before that I went to see a theater play, "Aladdin dan Pelita Ajaib" also, Aladdin and the magic lamp. It is a comedy play, so it is very amusing to me, although, my sis, well, she used to be a director for this kind of play theater thing, so she kinda know something bout it that she and Tom, her friend, kept criticsizing about the play.

Hahaha, considering that I know nothing I just laugh while sitting at the back of the car. I really love the play, the setting, the props, the costumes, of course, like a fairytale. You know, sometimes I just  jealous at the actors, considering they could pretend to be someone else, even for just a play. Cuz, there just no way that I could get on stage, right?

Of course it looked like the actors were enjoying it. I really like the props, especially when the genie summon the magic carpet, it was hilarious. I couldn't explain it how though, you gotta see it then you understand.

This is the part that Aladdin found the magic lamp.

This is the part that the princess were brought to her father and was accused for something she did, but the facts were twisted.

 This is the part that the villain were using his magic to find out the cure for the princess, evil style.










I like this part. The props were cool. The princess was asleep, bewitched, and Aladdin was caught.