Field Trip part 3

We were choosing the blouses, then my dad want to take pic, so we posed.

My lil sis, the one with tudung labuh, hafizah, with God willing, insyaAllah, trying to find new shoes. She is petite, so sometimes, it's better to find her size at the kid's department. Still, she would sulk though, cuz she's the smallest in my family. She is big enough for her age, but not size, like during school assembly, she is always at the front, I mean, really at the front, she's always the first in her line. She hated it though.  

Field Trip!!~~ part 2

  Okay, the day actually start like this, I went to Jusco, Seremban to buy clothes for me when I'm going to Egypt. Blouse, slacks, jacket, blazer, etc. For formal wear of course. Then, I went to see the theater play, and world cup final game after that.

 This is my sis n my mom choosing the shirts.

 This is me trying the blazer.

Field Trip.... part 1

Hohoho...yup, it seems that the world cup has finally end this morning....with Spain as the victorious. It was a rough morning for me considering that i fell asleep several time just to watch the game. I went with my big sis n her friends. Before that I went to see a theater play, "Aladdin dan Pelita Ajaib" also, Aladdin and the magic lamp. It is a comedy play, so it is very amusing to me, although, my sis, well, she used to be a director for this kind of play theater thing, so she kinda know something bout it that she and Tom, her friend, kept criticsizing about the play.

Hahaha, considering that I know nothing I just laugh while sitting at the back of the car. I really love the play, the setting, the props, the costumes, of course, like a fairytale. You know, sometimes I just  jealous at the actors, considering they could pretend to be someone else, even for just a play. Cuz, there just no way that I could get on stage, right?

Of course it looked like the actors were enjoying it. I really like the props, especially when the genie summon the magic carpet, it was hilarious. I couldn't explain it how though, you gotta see it then you understand.

This is the part that Aladdin found the magic lamp.

This is the part that the princess were brought to her father and was accused for something she did, but the facts were twisted.

 This is the part that the villain were using his magic to find out the cure for the princess, evil style.










I like this part. The props were cool. The princess was asleep, bewitched, and Aladdin was caught.

Pictures of my buddies

This is Awatif, Soraya and Syafiqah.


From the left, Anisah, Amalina, Muna and Syafiqah.

Life at Kolej IbrahimYaakob

Tadah!! This is where my group study at night. See the boxes behind Firwan? There are a lot more of them behind Syafiqah and Soraya actually. We don't mind it. We liked it there, although the room could be called storage room.

My group is so much fun! I used to live in hostel for secondary school, so I know how to judge people from my point of view, why? You might say that it's too early for me to judge them,well, you could say that I'm naive, but I did have problems with my friends from previous school so I know how it felt.

Not INTERSABER, but SAMTTAR. From F1 till F3 I studied at SAMTTAR.
Of course, this place is my sanctuary in my early days as teenager, learning how to interact with seniors, friends, juniors, but they just don't understand me, trying to change me, when I'm not like that. I'm not like that, change myself just to get in the group. That's no fun.

Well, I actually don't remember the details though. I don't want to remember it maybe, but what I remember is I cried a lot, thinking what's wrong with my attitude all this time. I can't accept it cause all my friends, already kind of tired of me, and told me about my faults.

I was brokenheart. Really, that time I felt like I was betrayed by them. I couldn't really call them my friends anymore at some point. Then, I was solo ranger at the time. After that, I joined the other group, well how could I face them and saying that I'm alright?

I cried, even tried to consult with my mom, but I couldn't. The minute I tried to tell her about it, my eyes gushing with tears. Even my brother is involved is this matter which is quite embarassing.

In the end, I move away to another school. Making new friends, while bearing in my mind not to make the same mistakes ever again, not to repeat the agony of betrayal again cause I'm not that strong at heart when it comes to relationships. I tried to become a cheerful person, when that's all I could do. How it is I wonder people could find their soulmate?

All the anxiety, insecurities, not knowing what to do, what must to do, in a relationship, what must I do so that I won't have to feel that wound again?

Everyday is fun!!

This is where my tutorial group study for the night. In the picture rom left is Syafiqah Badri, Awatif, Soraya, me, and behind me wearing glasses is Ain, a.k.a Potato and beside her is Filla, a.k.a FillFill. Hehehe, they all have nickname actually, Syafiqah is Safari, Awatif is Awa LingLing, Soraya is LangLang. Me, they just call Aye.

The room is next to the Mirror Room. Although it looks just like a storage room, we actually liked it there, plus there were air-conds there.

My group leader is Mohd. Mukhlis, he volunteered himself, but we don't mind actually, also it is convenient for us since we don't know the boys back then. He does have leadership. Well. I admire him actually, he always early to the class most of the time, know how to handle things with tech, but what the best thing is, he knows how to play guitar!

To me it's so romantic! Imagine, he's playing for someone when special occasion~~~~
Making your heart go doki.doki! Hehehehe,

Rant's for da Nite

Today is quite suck... I have fever and asthma. So, I have to stay at the hostel. It is quite a hassle consider that I would miss a lot of thing in class. At room, while waiting for Ain to wake up I was bored. Ain is my room mate to be when I will be studying in Egypt. The others is Nadia, Aja, Kak Ana and Ummul.

Lots of people thinks that they should consider a lot of things before deciding who would be their room mate or their friends. But to me, I think the most important thing is whether you comfortable with them in the first place and how their sincerity affect you the most.

The thing is, now I am taking preparation classes for furthering my study on medicine in Egypt. It is my father's wish and I'm willing to take on the challenge considering that he is willing to pay the fee for me. So, yeah, bring it on bebeh!