New friends.....
New environment.....
New kind of world....
New kind of Freedom....Free......Free.....
Hahahahaha......not so fast young lad.....that is what i say to myself......you might get yourself in trouble....true.....from my point of view.... when teenagers is given too much freedom without self control or parental control.....they will...definitely will lost their way......
When I'm in new environment...I will check out the place just in case......the people...their behaviour.....their interests.... their sensitivity to the environment....
This is what i'm giving prior for.... I want to make friends with people who is aware of the world around them and have qualities that I can be proud of..... like Prophet Muhammad..... I admire how he can gather all the amazing people around him.... willing to die syahid just for Allah.....
Its not that I want friends that like to die in war.....most people misunderstood the concept of syahid in Islam.... Firstly, it takes more than faith just to willing for syahid...it needs courage, deep faith, and trust among themselves and in God.....
Starting from this year, after SPM, it was like a paradise.... break from reading difficult books, reviewing, study groups, responsibilities at school....It was tough I say, jumbling all together.... the most difficult part is when you in boarding school is to stay awake in class...yup....staying awake and focusing to the class...
Everyday just lazying around....definitely surf the net, reading all the manga i wanted, downloading the anime I'm crazy about, and cooking all the recipes i want..... It's paradise I say...paradise....
